I keep waiting for you.

I keep waiting for you like an idiot. The days go by, and I just keep on waiting. My heart feels like a burning candle that just wants to see you for one last time before it completely melts away. It’s so clear that you don’t care, and that makes me hate myself even more because I just can’t move on like you did. I can’t bury the past like you did. The flood of memories drowns me deeper each day. I don’t know what I’m hoping for. It’s not like an invisible knot will bring you back to me. But still, I keep on waiting….and my heart keeps burning and melting.